CONFUSED, DIZZINESS, ANGER, LONGING + LOVE.

FIRST : CONFUSED .
yes , i do love her but i can't accept her because of my family . what to do ?let the past gone because in our real life , we should move on without any excuse to make our life more prepare to face the new world . the world is also gone all the time. I'm really felt guilty , sad , love , missing when im reading her blog . im not surprised when she make a list about my habit . i know her . she really remember all our past memory . and now , there's nobody gonna treats me nicely and intimately because she;s not mine anymore . i am belonging to someone else . so sorry sayang :(

SECOND : DIZZINESS .
I'm so dizzy right now . don't know why but i think its maybe because of the 'rukun pepalat tetangga ' .i'm the type of person that easily get sick when exposed to the morning dew . sometimes i got flu , fever , headache . but mostly is FLU . i hate that disease . at least i have to spent about 10bucks for five days to buy some medicine to get clear my FLU . Mama is the one who always care about my fLU hahaha I miss her a lot .

THIRD :ANGER
just now i login my FB account and then i saw something not really nice for me . the two 'PLASTIC BAG' girl was cursing at me at their FB status . this case happened because of some misunderstood and 'melawak taik ' . miya call me while im driving . im asking her to stop our conversation because i have to concentrate on my driving but she's refused to do so . and then i make trick to stop the call . i said that im on my way to hangout with the 'PLASTIC BAG' girl . HAHAHAHA . maybe miya ask syaher about that and guess what? by chance syaher with them ! OMG ! who's fault right now ? me, miya , or syaher ? hahaha Leave the question becomes a question mark . BAJET ! wait a moment .i just wondering , at which part that show my anger ? hahahaha A**HOLE .

I MISS YOU :* <(")
Darling ! morning . hahaha my darling call me just now . she just knew it already that im write something for her . hehe i love her smile , her kiss , her nagging , her hair , and obviously i love everythings about her . I like touch her chin . she always do the same things like me such as im using a inhaler for my flu and the she also buy one for her , she will make a 'ketat' face when im doing that kind of shit especially when im driving . hahaha and then the most i like is she will told me she love me so much before go to bed and after wake up in the morning . sayang , will you come visiit my home again after this ? huhu i still remember when my shirt smell like her perfume because she wear it when we went out for dinner with my family . its so funny ! haha my atok likes her soo much . atok say " Mal , bila Byla nak datang lagi ? atok rindu dia sebab banyak baju nak kena lipat , pinggan nak kena basuh ," and then both of us get a heavy laugh non-stop . haha you're so funny lahh Tok . BYLA SYAHRAIN , I DO LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT WILL HAPPEN , WE'LL ALWAYS STICK TOGETHER SAYANG . LET'S WE THROUGH ALL THE JOY&SADNESS TOGETHER . I PROMISE YOU !



SINCERLY ,
IKHMAL ZAIN