i miss you my hunny mieya ! today i found your blog at google . yes , im really get jealous with you . your life getting perfect now . not like me darling . day by day my life getting worst and worst and its not worth it ! got to many problems that maybe get me killed ! huh ! i try to love somebody else but i can't . sometimes i feels like theres no hope . haha i know that we will never back again just like a few past month ago . sayang , i admit i can't live in peace without your love . now , nobody gonna call me bb , asking me for a hug , kiss , nagging at me , mad at me when im driving like a ' paul walker ' haha . i miss the past but i have to face today and present. you are the lucky one because you have somebody who love you . im so empty . i wish i have a 'time machine ' . i can change the past and create the future ! awesome ! now i''ll say with proud ' yes , im the dummies buddy in the world because i let you go out of my life ' . just wanna let you know , my love for you is more than an exist bacteria in the world :) just like before .